Tuesday, December 26

little laila, my namesake


ah, isn't she the sweetest?

my best friend from childhood just had her first baby girl!

isn't she gorgeous?

i was completely floored and honored when i found out her name: laila magdalena.

a little laila. my namesake. my honorary niece.

diana and i met when we were three years old. now, we're both mothers to our own children ... born just 3 months apart.

congratulations, diana and cliff.

welcome to the world, little laila.

i can't wait to show you the ropes ... love, your tia, big laila

Monday, December 25

Sunday, December 17

the ugly christmas sweater


we hosted our first annual "Ugly Christmas Sweater" mixer this year and everyone really got into the spirit!

here are some incriminating photos of some particularly hideous garments: Ugly Christmas Sweaters!!


Friday, December 15

cole: 3-month old


these pics are long overdue ...

i guess time flies by when you're (finally) having fun!

click here to see the last month's pictures: Cole: 3 month album

he's just so darn cute, cuddly, thoughtful, energetic, demanding and, well, cute!

he has discovered his thumb, loves to play with rattles and "taste" everything.

he's a drool king and takes his burping -- and spitting up -- very seriously.

he's also very talkative, especially when he's ready to nurse or take a nap.

he loves to held close, with a blankey around his face, while you sing him sweet lullabies. and he loves to "sing" along with abuelita's funny spanish rhymes.

he's still nursing exclusively and quite frequently.

he's just such a funny lil' nerd.



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Thursday, December 14

my little model


the day i went into labor, i had professional maternity pictures taken by www.alisoneden.com.

little did i know that my water would break a few hours later! but, it's so fun to go back now and see the last few hours of my preggo belly (guess i still need to post my birth story and my last preggo pics!).

well, i used the same photographer for some of cole's first newborn pics.

alison is awesome, relaxed and fun. i highly recommend her!

here are a few of my favorite professional pics of cole ... enjoy!

Cole Professional Pics

Wednesday, December 13

i heart motherhood

i love being a mom.

i've finally realized that i'm not going to *solve* the challenges presented by my baby. there is no formula or answer key to parenthood. as soon as you think you solve or figure out a problem, the baby throws you a curve ball and you start all over again. but, guess what? i have fallen in love with the art and constant challenge of motherhood. accepting the fact that raising cole will be one the greatest endeavors of my life, has made every day so much more exciting and rewarding.

it is an honor to be cole's mom.

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sleep update

after my last rather frustrated post, i spoke to our lactation consultant (i was worried that there was something wrong with me, my breastmilk and/or my ability to feed him -- i mean, he wouldn't stop eating or crying long enough to sleep!). she recommended bringing him in to the pediatrician the very next day to discuss his crying, sleep and eating habits. we did, and after answering about 10 questions about cole's habits, the doctor diagnosed him with acid reflux and recommended we give him infant prilosec to soothe the acid and pain our baby was feeling. we started him on the medication that weekend and it actually seemed to help him almost immediately.

however, that same weekend, i also began to put cole to sleep on his tummy (i know, i know -- it's not recommended due to SIDS, but after talking to other mommy friends whose babies sleep better on their tummies, i decided to give it a try). like magic, cole began to sleep (we're talking 3-hour naps in the afternoon!) and also began to sleep through the night (11pm-5am!!). i feel very confident in my decision to let cole sleep on his tummy and am just so happy to see my baby getting the sleep he needs.

wow -- what a difference sleep makes for baby and mom! we are both so much happier.

unfortunately, the good, long afternoon naps ended after about 2 weeks. cole still takes a wonderful morning nap, but just won't sleep in the afternoon for more than 20-30 minutes every 2 hours. and, once again, becomes a bit overtired in the evenings. but, he is sleeping like a champ at night, waking up only once for a quick feed and sleeping again until 7:30am.

the challenge never ends, but we're making progress!

i'm trying my best to figure out our daily routine/schedule. we seem to have it down through 11am, but it gets messed up after that. does anyone out there have a sample daily schedule that i could try? i want to respect cole's need to nap, but i also feel like we need to have errand/outdoor time built into each day ... any ideas???

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