dear lindsey,

we're back in texas and you are supposed to be here too.

there's so much i want to tell you, share with you, show you.

i want to see you holding hudson, see your big smile, hear you laugh and sit on the couch with you to talk for hours. i want to tell you all about our last few months in london. i want to share pregnancy stories and show you my bump. i want you to come visit our new house -- you would love it and you would be so genuinely excited for us. i want you to see our boys meet each other, play together. i want to plan family vacations together. i want to hold your hand.

i think of you so much and i remember you daily, especially in the most mundane moments.

that's when i want to pick up the phone to just talk to you and hear your voice.

it's just not fair.

i miss you sweet lindsey.

life is so precious and you found good in every day.

i hope you know that you taught me to love, appreciate, and relish the small moments.

beso y abrazo,
lips

10 fingers, 10 toes ...

and all B-O-Y !!

on may 5th we had our 20-week ultrasound and found out that all is well with our little baby boy!

here's a shot of his precious little face and his boy *stuff* ...
poor thing, i'm already showing off embarassing pics!

oh, and after the sonographer was done checking him out, he promptly moved his lil' hand down there ... ah, just like daddy :)