dear lindsey,

we're back in texas and you are supposed to be here too.

there's so much i want to tell you, share with you, show you.

i want to see you holding hudson, see your big smile, hear you laugh and sit on the couch with you to talk for hours. i want to tell you all about our last few months in london. i want to share pregnancy stories and show you my bump. i want you to come visit our new house -- you would love it and you would be so genuinely excited for us. i want you to see our boys meet each other, play together. i want to plan family vacations together. i want to hold your hand.

i think of you so much and i remember you daily, especially in the most mundane moments.

that's when i want to pick up the phone to just talk to you and hear your voice.

it's just not fair.

i miss you sweet lindsey.

life is so precious and you found good in every day.

i hope you know that you taught me to love, appreciate, and relish the small moments.

beso y abrazo,
lips